Great Realization

I am beginning to feel the natural rhythm to this process. Instead of worrying about doing it right or following the rules I am doing what feels right to me. In the morning I lay still and pray. I ask God to be with me during the day. And I do feel his presence.

I look for opportunities to share his love. Emailing Walt and Kirby about their mom, having lunch with Pat - I realized the many opportunities we have to share God's love.What I keep hearing is "Don't Worry". There is a peace within myself. I hear "Be in the moment". I hear Laura and she is the most important thing at the moment. So, off we go to find shorts. I listen to Chris - without judgment.

WOW - I just realized and truly accept something that is huge for me. Each person is doing the best they can with what they know at the moment. Therefore, there can be no judging. And God won’t judge me!! Just like a loving parent. He waits and watches and worries and gently guides me to become the person I am. I really get God's love right now. It is the love I feel for my children- when I know how wonderful they are even when they don’t. This is God's love. I am truly surrounded by it.

Mary